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Straighten out yourself and get your mind on trackDust off your butt and get your self-respect backYou've known me long enough to know that I don't playTake it like you want it but you got to keep the faith So, what’s my love life like today? It’s just has mixed up as it was 10 …
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These albums contain some the most important songs on the soundtrack of my life. Music box- Mariah CareyCrazy Love- Michael BubléOut of Time- R.E.M.City of Angels Soundtrack- Various ArtistsThe Ruler’s Back- Slick RickEmancipation- PrinceII- Boyz II MenBad- Michael JacksonLucky Man- Dave Koz Cracked Rear View- Hootie & The Blowfish
June 9th, 2018 seems like another lifetime. It was the precipice of my downward spiral. Here's the recap via Facebook post from that day: I always feel like I’m teetering on the edge of a cliff. It’s the overwhelming feeling of wanting to end it all. I live with depression. It comes over me in …
I was born in 1977. It was July, it was hot; I don’t remember it. What I do remember is, wondering how I ended up in my family. I guess it was a sign of feeling out of place. I’d ask why me, why here (America), why black? It was the 1980’s and mass media …
I am damaged! That is exactly how I feel. In my life, I’ve had some great highs and felt so low. Through it all, I’m still searching for my place, purpose and peace. So, damaged is what it is more or less. How you ask? Well, I wasn’t dropped at birth or anything like that. …
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The worst beating I've ever taken has been from myself. I have been my biggest critic, my harshest judge and whipped myself into submission. Am I good enough? People say,"yes you are" and I think, "no I'm not." But the feeling isn't of one that I can be better, rather that I am less than. …
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Sometimes I feel powerless to help the ones I love and even more so when I'm the one in need. I learned unhealthy attachments very young age and I sometimes deny that they still exist in my adult life. I never found drugs or alcohol as away to cope with the feelings. For a while …
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