These albums contain some the most important songs on the soundtrack of my life. Music box- Mariah CareyCrazy Love- Michael BubléOut of Time- R.E.M.City of Angels Soundtrack- Various ArtistsThe Ruler’s Back- Slick RickEmancipation- PrinceII- Boyz II MenBad- Michael JacksonLucky Man- Dave Koz Cracked Rear View- Hootie & The Blowfish
Mold on My Bread Circa. 2018
June 9th, 2018 seems like another lifetime. It was the precipice of my downward spiral. Here's the recap via Facebook post from that day: I always feel like I’m teetering on the edge of a cliff. It’s the overwhelming feeling of wanting to end it all. I live with depression. It comes over me in …
A little bit of my truth part 2
The worst beating I've ever taken has been from myself. I have been my biggest critic, my harshest judge and whipped myself into submission. Am I good enough? People say,"yes you are" and I think, "no I'm not." But the feeling isn't of one that I can be better, rather that I am less than. …
A little bit of my truth Part 1
Sometimes I feel powerless to help the ones I love and even more so when I'm the one in need. I learned unhealthy attachments very young age and I sometimes deny that they still exist in my adult life. I never found drugs or alcohol as away to cope with the feelings. For a while …
Notes on My Scandal
It's always interesting to me how people seem to know more about me than me. With that thought in mind, I figured I'd enlighten you all on my scandalous life. First off, I'm not Black, I'm Russian. Yes it is true. I am a vampire by night and an umpire in the off season. It …
Allegories of Love
I just stepped in a pile of love and it’s all over my shoe. I started making love before checking to see if I had all the ingredients. I didn’t. I left my love upstairs and I’m too lazy to go get it. Can I use peanut butter to remove this love that’s stuck in …
Love Vs. In Love (Specific)
Being “In Love” with you means that I can fall out of love with you. In love is a state of mind. It's not true feelings. I can grow impatient and sick of your ways, resulting in me wanting something new. Then there is you, who I simply love. The guy who will push my buttons, aggravate me …
